complaintss.

Okay... many complaint that my video is loading very slowly... haha. So here's e link to view it in youtube!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JRT2UVux3sw

shiyin's mtv.

HI peeps... thought of posting up this video here for u all to view it.

Been interested in making own video nowadays, so yeah here is one!

I'm sorry if i didn't post up any individual pic with me, it's either i didn't update my multiply photos or the reformatting of my com which causes me to lose many pics.

Enjoy though!

Love, YIN...

NO CLOSING DOWN.

Okok, here i am.

Before it's been closed down, people who are free, feel free to blog alright.

I think let's gather soon... because we haven gone out to PLAY for quite a long time, that's why blog is so cold now... quite sian of singing everytime we meet... only singing... seems like we all can only sing together now like tat.. so this sun ECP cycling? watch sunset? strolling? anyone's free? or rather anyone's not free?

How's everybody btw? My contract has been extended to 2 more months in my current co, and it was 2 wks initially... i'm so happy~(=

Might be gng BKK in june, so needa work & save & SAVE! Hee. Let's not find those exp activities then okayy...

And our night cycling leh? Haix... so sian leh... my game papers are being kept for so long le... can't wait to play e game actually... people i miss u all sooooo much! Meet up soon! And pls bloggggg... i rlly run out of what to say now mann... almost din wan to take e trouble to come into this web just now actually... but just hope to see 'miracle' u noe... hope at least someone blog/tag. e last tag was mine b4 peg's latest one... but ya sorrie gotta admit tat peg had e last post...

i dun wan my post to 'diao' here as e 1st entry frm e top for too long kay... (=

Ciao~

Love, YIN...

Da jia hao! Ni men hao bu hao?

I'm so bored leh. Slack for one week and I want to die already.

Slept at 2 plus, woke up at 1. watch tv, eat, now feel like sleeping again! hehe. nothing to do le. Mails check liao. My stupid results not out yet. Went to all the blogs I frequent and finish reading le. And here machiam dead town leh. Even tag also dun have. Damn sian. Maybe we should close down this blog when it turns one in 2 days time la. What you think?

I don't know if you all read Rockson. But he is super vulgar and sometimes funnny. Check it out if you are bored, like me.

pEg

familiar stranger

I was half way thru writing one entry when my com suddenly hang and i got to reset, without saving 30 mins worth of typing.

Well, shits happen all the time.


Working occassionaly the past few weeks, i have been travelling around. Although most of the time i will have the company of my mp3 player, i usually spend the time reflecting on my past 20 years. ( sidetrack abit, when i ask a senior cadet how i can improve on my teachings and instead of giving me constructive comments, he pointed to me and said loudly "go reflect on yourself!'' interesting how youngster can be so rude these days. Dun ever ask me go reflect, cause i have reflect well enough to lose alot of hair. )

Many thoughts came in mind and many people who i haven see for years suddenly appear. I shall refer to them as the "familiar stranger". Haha, my england not bad ar, manage to use oxymoron in the blog.


Friend 1:

A male who i know since 1995. Classmates for a 2 years in pri sch and 2 years in kss. I was sitting in limbang mac chilling after cycling round the neighbourhood when he greeted me with a loud "eh" and a wave. He seems to have put on a few kg when i last saw him. Guess he is waiting for the new sch term to start. Didnt ahve much time to interact with him.

Friend 2:

Another male who i know since 1994. Was a tution classmate for quite sometime and classmate for pri and sec sch. Bumped into him when i was having a lunch break at bras basah complex. He looks slightly mature and his voice started to squeak when he started speaking. He is now a freelance webpage designer working from home with quite a substantial salary. Although we both are waiting to be enlisting, he seems to be earning alot more while doing alot less. Interesting person, just that i dun have the skills he have.

Teacher 1:

I was at the shop replenishing stocks in the store, when i saw a bunch of junior brats ( the students from the boys sch opp uncle patrick hostel) talking and i heard a familiar voice talking to the them. I glance over the large cupboard and saw my pri 5 form teacher. Although i wanted to call him but i was held back. Just want to mention that he ever scolded one of my classmates that he is a "failure in life" and he throw books on the floor. If his actions were to be publish in the papers, i bet it will create a scene in the education scene. We are only pri sch kids la. Shall stop talking about the past here.


I had 2 trips down SP to set up a booth for the shop that i am working with and deliver stuff to the sudents there. It feels different to go back to the familiar sch with a different objective in mind. This was the second time i am having this feeling. The first was back in the nov of 2004 when my attachment manage ask my to go back to test some polymer resin. The first time he ask me when i entered the office was "hows it feeling to go back just now?"
Seems that all the alumni are emotional when talking about their school.

One more thing before i end, there is this rude freshie who came down to order some stuff and when i told her that we dun accept orders today, she "tsk" me and snatch the paper from me. I feel like telling her " eh hello freshie, i was here studying when you are still in lower sec studying general sci." These kids ar, duno how to respect seniors.

Anyone got any jobs to intro? Willing to work for peanuts. Although i got no gf to f.......eed, but i have to save up abit for my future liao.

Chay

I took some photos the other day and looking at them again today, I realised that I can tell a story with it.

Xue'e don't mind hor. Its just a joke.

Don't they look like a couple quarelling?

Boy: Dear, bu yao zhe yang lah. Forgive me lah. Wo zhi cuo le. Xiao yi ge, hao bu hao?
Girl continues to ignore: hmmf!

Boy: Fine. Be angry all you want. Wo zou le! BYE!

Girl: Huh... Really ah? (filled with regrets)

Hai... Now gu ling ling yi ge ren. Zao zhi dao jiu bu yao diao qi lai mai le lah.

Haha! Look like hor?

pEg

hey people.. just a question to u guys..


am i .. too terrifying a person??



are u guys.. unable to accept the way i am?




to the guys.. am i deem as too scary or too bold to be approacheD?



have i been saying things that hurt u guys, or what is it that should i do to make myself a better person?





sometimes, my principle is to heck care about what others think or see, as long as im comfortable with myself as who i really am, who cares how people look at me?



den again, i dun wan to be doing things to turn people off, like i could be spatting hurtful things at someone, without i myself realising it.



sometimes i feel that, guys, being the tougher ones... i can be honest and ya noe, act rough and no need to be 'ke qi' in front of my good friends.. so im always like a tom boy when im with a bunch of guys..


but yet, could it be that sometimes im too direct, and i dare to tel u something to yr face, but dint realise that, probably.. as a guy hearing a comment from a girl still.. will bother them that much.


haiz. i duno what to do now. i think ive hurt a fren. but he's just ignoring me, and not giving me any chances. i actually, dint have courage anymore. i feel so weak, so lousy.



again, this is one realm where i could be more honest that i could in my own blog... saddening.. but.. that's the way it is.

yu~

Life is fragile

Hi people, I'm done with 2/3 of my exams. Please clap. Thankew. =D

Although I still have 1/3, I have another day. So I came here to slack awhile.

I have a person on my MSN list whom I don't really talk to. She was my classmate from Sec3-4 (which is some of yours as well) but we never talk to each other except to ask her to help me do survey once. She used to be an outcast in class. People like to bully her, make fun of her. I found her a little weird cos she talks to herself occasionally. Pretty obvious already isn't it? The most significant thing I remembered about her was that Jeremy bullied her so much that her father wrote a letter to him to ask him to stop. Kinda funny at that time.

I can't remember where or whom I heard from that she lived with her father and grandmother only cos her mother passed away. I always thought that her mother passed away when she was super young due to some illness or whatsoever (don't ask me why I thought of this but I just did)

Her MSN nick will always have her blog address and she will also include the title of her latest entry. Today when I came online, I saw this title of her latest entry "My mum's 10th death anniversary and Falling Sick once again.." It got me very curious, so I went to her blog.

She talked about how her mother died. It was totally different from what I thought. First, she wasn't young. A 10 year old primary 4 girl is old enough to feel the pain of losing a mother. Whats worse. Secondly, her mother did not die as peacefully as what I thought. They were knocked down by motorcycle and she saw her mother lying beside her in a pool of blood. I cannot imagine myself seeing someone I know lying in a pool of blood, not to mention MY MOTHER. I think it is damn traumatising.

She wrote this "Thinking back now, the primary 4 girl has become a uni student, and 10 years has passed since her death.. i didnt remember much of the accident now, only remembered that i had a bum on my head (and the doc said that bum might make me stupid, yea right haha) ah, life is soo brittle, u never noe today might b the last day of ur life (touchwood! ) and u might not even live till tml.. so we these alive humans should cherish our 1 and only life, we never noe whats gonna happen 2 us in the next second, next min, next hour.. so i always do my best everyday, afraid 2 regret 4 not doing anything that i should have done in the 1st place.. "

Very thought evoking right? Life is so fragile. Your life and the lives of the people around you.

And today I learnt not to judge people based on the surface. If I had not judged her just based on the surface, I would be so much nicer to her a few years back (not that I was terribly mean to her though but well, you know lah. We all look at her differently)

Look at her "Graduation Night Nightmare - Afraid of being lonely" too.
Sometimes, I will feel lonely and left out by friends. I don't like to be left out. I really don't. And I cannot stand people talking about things which happened w/o my presence becasue I don't like to be left out of things. I feel terrible if I'm lonely. I'm afraid of people walking out on me. And her this post made me feel fortunate. At least my classmates don't make fun of me like that. I think my friends wouldn't walk out on me. =D

Her blog

pEg

its yu~

harlo people... hohoho.. rare that im blogging here right~


though i hardly blogs, i check our blog everyday one okies.. as long as im online~



aniwaes!!! i feel that though im part of this gang, i hardly noes anyone any better... cos i hardly join u guys n rarely talk much abt stuff with any of u also..


but last outing.. im glad, im so glad that those who went to mac... we shared stuff and i gotta noe u guys more.. =)



when is the girl outing that we wanted!!?? soon ya~


this week will be hard cos im having intensive dance training for my upcoming LeVi's dAnCe Com~




aniwaes ive been thinking of really saving up and going overseas with u guys.. actually.. the guys in NS... when u all can come out or when u all can apply for leave to go overseas or wad huh~ can we do this really soon... if not everytime just chalet and doing the same old thing.. its really boring!!


oh yah.. we were talking about goin east coast overnight and cycle and play games this weekend rite... hmmm ive got a prob now.. that is.. this sat nite i confirm cannot make it cos sunday is my competition!!


fri nite... hmm.. maybe i can go down after my dance to join u guys.. but that will be kinda late at abt 11 plus 12? so long u guys really wanna go this week... den i think i can only make it on fri~


i really wanna join this outing ar! so dun go without me`~



lastly, MAK JIA YUAN~ u see, im SOOOOOO kind to help u make yr pic looks so good in here.. would u please come back to this blog~ tag or post.. at least, make yr presence here~


and delon n chay n hui jie n des, if u guys reading this, i hope to see u guys at the next outing!! mUiHwEe also!!!



alrighty, see ya guys soon.. below are some edited pics.. hOho!! enjoy~

yU in Da hOuSe!

Mi N pEg.. hEy guYs i was jusT playing ard with da pic editor so decided to post some here.. its my first time doing so!!! hope u all like it.. lol~

 

ThiS oNE LooKs So CoSy.. Weee~

 

i EnHaNceD mAk's face.. and.. make him look soooo good in this BnW!! HOHOhO~

 

PeG n YiN~~ coSy~~

 

hErE uS!! S.H.E. FeAtUrINg RuHua!! KEkE~

 

hey!

I'm so sick with the 'wait ar... blah blah blah' at the starting of this blog... (meaning no new post for so long). Yeah~ so here i am.

Btw, there won't be any night cycling this weekends... next week instead! This fri we'll be singing! FRI kay... hope u all can try to make it. Whoever sees this post PLS SMS ME to confirm if u can make it on fri night ard 10-2.

Thank you for your cooperation. Muahahaaa.

Love, YIN...

Scared the shit out of me

"Wait ar, let me check my letterbox. Oh, this is what they wrote "Your enlistment date is on 02-Jun-2006. Your reporting unit is TRAINING LIST BASIC MILITARY TRAINING CENTRE SCHOOL 1."

This is what my friend told when i online.

Of course i thought when this is just another apr fools joke but i double check with MIW and found his info to be true ( although today is 1st apr but dun try to be funny and bluff me saying that you got accident or any mishape. You only can cry wolf once.)

2 of my friends already receive and i am still waiting. Sad. Really hate this kind of waiting. Just like waiting for results.


Got to meet up often, if not i dun think got much chance already. Cycling i can make it, karaoke also can. I think i can sing jeff chang song well. Haha.


To that one who is working at CHIJMES, you are not alone there. You will be surprise who is around you during the days.


Anxiously awaiting for enlistment Chay

KTV next sat!!!

HEY!!!

It really has been weeks since we've met up people! So when yu reminded me just now again, i decided to do sth abt it! KTV NEXT SAT! Hmmm actually i dun mind cycling too... fri cycle till sat. But what do u all prefer? Pls reciprocate by tue for me to organise a successful gathering kay!

I'm anything... but would prefer cycling. Hee.

Love, YIN...