19 December 2007

its gonna be a long post..

First time i see our blog got so many post within a short period of time wo....well didnt noe u guys got so much thoughts after the chalet wo....next time we will add in into our programme list...AAR ba..After action review..we will use one hour frm our last nite at the chalet for feedback...we will pour everything out...eh who's the chicken winces and frown in pain har...干林脑牧曹紫摆....wanna spark a war ar!!...忍你很久了!.....

haha!...dun worry we will always be friends...i'm not like mak...wat spider...fighting fish turn wat water red...dog bite he wan to say they sink their jaw into each other neck...all the hao lian words and sentence all come out liao lo...frm animal to soccer to social issues...always like that la...go one big round to say something...this one i knoe Chinese we call 寒沙射影...rite?? k pardon me hor..my Eng isnt that good...e8 standards...将就点啦!

大家都变了。。。nobody dare to deny this..hor den hor mak?..who who wan to object!!....u might not be aware of that..but pple around u will knoe...i didnt knoe i become more and more handsome ar...until u all tell me...wahaha...we cant see our own changes but others do..but one thing that will not change is our memories...pls refer to the photos under the post "precious moment"...we were and we are very good friends... its not easy to meet each others not say being good frens with each other..sleeping under the same roof..scold each other vulgar language without thinking twice...u think its possible to do this to others...maybe not fer me...

peg always say i'm the emo one..sit down there keep quiet...act emo...k now i can tell u y...cos its onli because when i'm with u all then i can do that..没人能看到我那一面...simply because i dun feel awkward when i dun talk in front of u guys...对我来说,好朋友是能说话能一起出去玩,很好的朋友却是当你跟他或他们在一起时,虽然不说话但也不觉得尴尬...对吗?actually i'm a quite autistic person...dun realli like to talk...aiyah no one will believe me one la..ha...

人以人之间的关系是很复杂的,没有对或错,没有一个坊程式能处理一切....i jus receive ur msg shiyin....haven reply u...ha five mins ya? nobody is perfect...if i were to reply yes to shiyin sms...then i will say if any of u all except her send me that sms... i will reply yes also....this has been like this all along...since sec sch days ma....but y we still can stay as good frens till now? i dunno how u all can but i knoe how i can....

i noe i have always been a latecomer fer any of outings...sometimes u all are piss...but i believe till now nobody realli dislike me fer that rite..arrrrrrrr...i think so hor?? ha...cos u all REN ma...thanks hor...i will change one...see now i seldom late...+wink to peg+...wahaha..the key word here is ren...give in...this is wat i believe will solve everything...if there is a need we shall all sit down and talk..yaya?? maybe a 科兰之02年校友第一百零一个会议???

I am wincing and frowning in pain...Mui lowers her glance silently, confused and concerned. Lun will plead in his mind for peace to return quickly. Mak tries to diffuse the conflict by being the fool. Chay comes in with one-liners to attract some anger to himself with the intent to ease the tension....these shows that we all care...everyone care fer the group but in diff way......honestly speaking the chalet wasnt a successful one i believe...and i can understand in the past....how the organisers feel....disappointed, pissed, disheartened, sense of violence within them...wan to punch pple..k as long as we try our best then ok le ma...dun be disappointed...the recent chalet event was filled with laughter on the surface but behind the scene i see daggers flying around...eh now u all knoe y i frown in pain ma...中刀不过不能喊痛.....y cant we say out everything in a peaceful manner...like how we use to talk to each other in the past...

sian type until gym closes le...see such a big sacrifice..no one is perfect...i knoe i got a lot of bad pts..perpetual lateness...nonsensical...tend to say something that is hurtful to anyone...that piss off anyone...today i'm here sincerely...say sorry to anyone...i'm open to any feedback...+ve or -ve..in our group..我们不分男nu, 不分"种族", 不谈面子, 就只是一群朋友....朋友是不记仇....不记小节...

this post is not to pick on anybody...not to lecture anyone...but to remind me that i have a good of good friends...i noe i have no right to say anything cos i didnt do much fer the group...but i jus wan to do my part as a fren...u all can choose to read or ignore this....o ya...one last thing...dun mention abt leaving the group...cos u already 签了投名状....no turning back...this is a hei dian...even if u leave the group dun join our outing...u will always be part of the group..understand everyone...we will always ask u fer every outing...make u feel guilty...wahaha!! I still got a lot to type but dunno how to put it in words...kkk my lang isnt very good...so if any part sounds buey song or irritate anyone...i owe u an apology..when u see me then u get that "sorry" frm me personally...


signed off
GP E8 student....

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