zzzZZZZZzzzz..

i don't know what to type..

somehow, Mak has run out of content at this point of time..

guess it could be the change of environment that is due to happen in a few hours.. the big gamble that he is about to take.. the stress that he is putting himself in..

i din't really feel the feeling before.. it has only arrived now, just about 5 minutes ago.. i don't wanna talk to my parents about it and appear like a baby boy.. somehow, i think (and hope) i can take it, and just finding a channel to release the stress abit..

*deep breathe in*

Jay's Hei Se Mao Yi is pretty sad.. and this is not a good time to listen to depressing songs.. music is sure able to affect one's mood pretty well..

i have got nothing to say for now.. really can't think of anything meaningful to type.. in fact, im considering if i should click publish after i type my name down.. publish this piece of crap?

well,

*deep breathe in*

no stress.. Mak can take it.. its just a career, no big deal..

*deep breathe in*

by the way, share something with u all.. i just learnt this.. the word, "turd" is also a slang for body waste.. i wonder if it can appear on the tag board?

check the cambridge international dictionary of english if u dun believe..

e.g. "Mak is a evil piece of turd."

*deep breathe in*

somehow, i can even bring myself to type a single "ha-ha" at all..

haiiizzz..
mak